Friday, June 10, 2011

21 Things to Complete in my 21st Year

On May 15th, 2011 I turned 21, I decided this year I will try to do 21 new things I have never done before or things I would like to improve in my life before I turn 22. Some of the things on this list won't make sense to some people but if you really know me they'll make sense.

1.Enjoy a beer (This I've done already several times but not in excess)
2. Go on three dates
3. Get my own place
4. Go ice blocking
5. Get really embarrassed-and laugh about it later
6. Go to Helene Honduras
7. Share faith with one new person
8. Blog about goals and blog more in general
9.Go to Portland Saturday Market (I know it's hard to believe but I have never gone)
10. Visit a state I have never been to before (airports don't count as being to a state)
11. Go and buy something from a Liquor store
12. Ride a horse
13. Read/listen to the whole bible
14. Go to a club
15. Meet a celebrity
16. Go to the Audubon Society of Portland
17. Go to Stumptown Coffee
18. Go to the Rose Festival Parade
19. Get into better shape/ run everyday for 30 minutes at least
20. Go to the Newberg Drive-In theater
21. Take more pictures of family and friends

This is just 21 of the things i thought of I am sure there is a lot more that I will do before my 21st year is over. If there is something that you think I absolutely should do before this year is over let me know I am up for anything.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Suicide


For the last couple months my churches college group bible study has been watching DVDs from the NOOMA series by Rob Bell. The title of this particular nights DVD was Name, it was about not being afraid to be yourself and about how we shouldn't judge people by how they look on the outside. My friend was leading the discussion and thought it would be a good idea for everyone to wear name tags which worked out great since we had this new girl there. She looked extremely familiar, but I couldn't quite remember where I knew her from. Half way through our discussion after watching the video the new girl started to share what she has been going through lately. Her parents had just gotten a divorced, feeling that it was her fault she started cutting, having suicidal thoughts, and became anorexic. Then it hit me, I did know this girl I went to junior high with her. But she wasn't like this when we were in junior high. The one thing I like about our group is that we all come from different backgrounds and as soon as she said all this stuff some of us made sure that she knew that she wasn't alone and that some of us had gone through the same things.

Later I began to wonder what if I had shared my faith with her back in junior high; would she still be having suicidal thoughts or cutting herself day after day? I mean there is so many things I could have said to her, or want to say to her but I don't want to seem like I'm gaining up on her.

So many people treat suicide in different ways. Some take it seriously, one women once said "No matter how bad the pain is, it's never so bad that suicide is the answer...suicide doesn't end pain. it only lays it on the broken shoulders of the survivors". Others almost turn it into a joke;
"A fellow was found with a rope around his wrist, strung from a light fixture. His buddy cut him down and said, 'what in the world are you doing?'
'Committing suicide!'
'Well you should have put it around your neck if you really wanted to commit suicide.'
The fellow answered, 'I tried it around my neck but it was choking me.'"
-Robert Savage

I know this blog is scattered a lot I just needed to get it out and this was the best place to do it. I specifically left names out by the way (privacy issues).

Monday, May 24, 2010

If You Really Knew Me.....

A couple people who really influence me wrote one of these, and it was pressed on my heart that I should write one so here it goes. The original idea came from this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eH6nErssoDY&feature=player_embedded


If you really knew me......
You would know that I was born in Michigan
You would know that I'm not only a private schooler
but a stronger Christian because of it
You would know who influences my life the most
You would know that my birth mother loved me enough to put me up for
adoption and made sure it was with a Christian family
You would know that I pray daily for my birth mother wherever she might be
that she learns to love God as much as I do
You would know what kind of suffering I have gone through
You would know that I love playing sports even though I always get hurt
You would know that my favorite sport to play is baseball,
but you would also know why I can't play
You would know that when I was younger I used to think
onion rings were made of potatoes
You would know who are my closest friends
You would know that I am very shy
You would know that I serve God with all that I am
You would know that I love doing sound at my church
You would know that I can out drive my dad in golf any day
You would know that I love driving my car
You would know who I truly love and couldn't live without
You would know that I rarely blog unless I really have something to say

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Surgery Story

Check out this story I wrote about 4 years ago about the hip surgeries I had to have.

See you on the Field

I was only fourteen years old and in the middle of baseball season when tragedy struck: I was feeling pain in my thigh that I had never felt before. It felt a lot like when you pull a groin muscle, but as soon as I did a few groin stretches the pain went away. Since the pain went away and I was a teenage boy, I didn’t bother telling my parents about it. However, it didn’t take long for my parents to find out something was wrong with me.

It was the fourth of July weekend in 2004 and my family and our neighbors were spending the weekend in Washington State at a lake cabin my family owned on Lake Merwin. Lake Merwin is a twelve-mile long reservoir about thirty-five miles north of Vancouver, Washington. On the Sunday before we left to go home my father wanted to take our neighbors to Mt. St. Helens, which was only a half hour drive from our cabin. When I turned down the chance to go on the hike, which I normally hiked every time I got the chance, my parents knew something had to be wrong. I finally told them about the pain I had been feeling before and how it had become worse.

My parents took me to the doctors that Tuesday to find out if the pain I was feeling was anything serious. The doctor took some x-rays of both my hips. After the x-rays were developed, he came back into the room to tell me and my parents what he found: that my right femur was slipping out of the hip joint very slowly. This condition is called Slipped Capital Femoral Epiphysis or SCFE for short. It occurs most commonly in boys between the age of eleven and sixteen years old. It was very important that I had surgery as soon as possible so it was scheduled for that very afternoon. If I had put off the surgery a couple more months it was possible that my femur could have come completely out of the joint. If that had happened, I would have needed complete hip replacement. It’s somewhat ironic that I was scheduled for this surgery because my parents were just talking that last weekend about how I was the only child in my family of four children to not have surgery or stitches and now I was going to have one.

My oldest sister and youngest brother both had their spleens removed shortly after birth. Both my younger brother and I were adopted so we were not born with the same problem as my sister and youngest brother. My younger brother when he was three fell and hit his forehead on a brick fireplace and had to have stitches.

I went back to my house because my surgery wasn’t scheduled until later that afternoon and it was only about ten in the morning when I left the doctor’s office. It seemed like time stood still as I sat around my house waiting until it was time to go to the hospital. My parents made calls to relatives and family friends to let everyone know what was happening.

When it was nearing my scheduled surgery time my parents and I drove to the hospital, checked in, and were assigned to a room for the night. We went to the room and I had to change into one of those hospital gowns. I really didn’t like the outfit because it was very cold and a little to revealing for my taste. I was scared for my surgery because I had never been in a hospital until this day. I had heard stories of people waking up during surgery or waking up afterwards and finding surgical tools still inside them. I would totally freak if any of those things happened to me.

When it was finally time for my surgery two nurses came to my room and pushed me in my bed down several halls and an elevator to the basement. It was even colder than it was in my room, and as they wheeled me into the surgery room, I began to shiver from the cold. In the surgery room, the walls were painted white and had stainless steel paneling halfway up the wall from the ground. The surgery table was also stainless steel and in the middle of the room. Several stainless steel cabinets on wheels about seven feet tall were lined up on the far wall filled with heated towels and blankets. I was young enough to be able to be put to sleep with anesthesia because I hate getting shots and didn’t want to be awake when they placed the IV. I was completely wiped out within seconds of starting the gas.

I woke up in what seemed like minutes later and I was in the recovery room. The room had five or six hospital beds all were empty except for mine. Each bed had curtains that could be pulled around them, but they were all open even mine. There was a nurse sitting behind a desk working diligently on the computer. There was a lot of pain in my hip from the surgery, so the nurse sitting next to me gave me some pain medication through my IV. I had to wait in the recovery room for at least an hour to make sure that everything went well, then I was able to go back to my room. Throughout the night nurses came in to check on me, always waking me up, so I didn’t get any sleep that night.

The next day as I was waiting for my surgeon to tell me about the surgery and give me the ok to leave, a nurse came in and showed me how to use crutches. I had to learn to walk on level surface, and since I lived in a two story house I had to learn how to walk safely up and down stairs. It wasn’t long after I had finished learning how to use crutches, when my surgeon came to my room and said that the surgery went great and I was free to go home and rest.

The recovery time was long and tedious; day after day I laid on my couch or in my bed because I wasn’t able to move a lot. For four weeks I had to use crutches whenever I had to move from place to place. After the first four weeks I was allowed to walk without crutches, but could not continue sports until I went through physical therapy which was an additional six grueling weeks.

This occurred only a couple years ago, and thanks to medical science and my parents I was able to continue playing baseball. Unfortunately the same thing happened a year later while playing baseball but to the left hip. It wasn’t supposed to happen, according to the doctor. If it was to happen to my left hip it should have done so in the first six to eight months this was a whole year later. But once again I had to go through all of those things I did the first time. Now I will be able to play sports without having to worry about my femurs slipping out of the joints. See you on the field.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

First Blog

So this is my very first blog! yeah!! pretty sure I have no idea what I'm doing. So I guess I'll start off by telling basically what has happened in my life so far.
Well let's start at the very beginning I was born in Royal Oaks, Michigan which is located like northwest of Detroit. Than I was adopted when I was really young (less than two I think). I lived in South Haven, Michigan than Jackson, MI than I finally moved to Oregon when I was in the fourth grade. I remember that was like the best summer because in Michigan school ended a month earlier than it did in Oregon. So by time I moved into my house students my age where still going to school. But since in Oregon school got out later it also started later in the fall so i got a longer summer than the rest of the students. Went to public school all my life until freshman year of High school when I decided I wanted to be in a more Christian environment. That is when I started attending Life Christian School, with a total of 250 students (K-12) when I attended and only 60 in the High school. When I graduated my class had 18 students, the class before us that graduated had 5. Since the school opened in 1994 my class was the largest graduating class. Now I am attending Portland Community College, working towards several different things because I have yet to make up my mind completely,I'm studying to be an electrician but also a sound technician.
That should be good for now, so until I think of my next blog to type about enjoy this one.